I MISS U MICHAEL!

I still cant take e fact tat you are gone i can't stop cying and neither can i tel anyone hw i feel...i dnt noe why u hav created such a great impact in my life n to millions your legacy lives on forever!

i might nt blog for long...and i want to blog this as a memory to my most fav singer since young! hes my dads age but hes so fucking hot and sexy that smile tat can make my day your music even made me feel better when im ill ! the world just lost their biggerst star the king of pop!

CURSE those fucker who hated him n talked bad abt him they can go screw themselfs.....n hes been MURDERED FUCK FUCK FUCK....hw can anyone hav the heart to do such a thing! hurtless jerks they will hav to pay for their sins! I love him more them words can explain n its rlly hard to noe tat hes nt in this world makes it nt rite at all like sumthings missing and our lifes....He is one of a kind no one in this world will match up to him.

Misunderstood, weirde, Wanko janko,childish...BLA BLA BLA

CALL HIM WATEVER YOU WANT

HE'S MY KING!!!!!!

Saturday 30 May 2009

HOLD ME, THRILL ME, KISS ME, KILL ME!

YO! we meet again...

man today was such a waste of time goin skool just to collect report bk.

Had to wake up so early damn sleepy and so sad i fail to subjects must pass all in the finals

Today damn bored nvr go out anywhere i hope monday can do my hair mom rdy give money for

it..i rlly cannot stand my hair any longer..LOL

OK there nth much to say as its freaking boring rite nw im just updating my facebk and maybe later watch sum movies till then c ya LATER!

XOXO

Friday May 29 2009...

Hey unholy strangers, wow its been rlly long sincei've blogged i suddenly had a

feeling to blog.so yeah lets start off with todays update

actually was nth much of an interesting day i can say accept for e part goin julyns house n slacking:]

i REally hope i can do my arrhhhh so eewww hair which is in total bad condition!

Its a FASHION EMERNGANCY[ i thk e spelling might be wrong]LOL

Life has been okay i can say but nt good enough...i want 2010 to cme faster so i cn be 18 years old!!!!!

and skool end faster im totally pissed of with sum ppl around me..cant beleive i

hav such frens around.... sumtimes ppl just go way aboard!

P.s: If there or not there i dnt give a fucking damn....so stick your attitude up your ass!..

ppl like me dnt hang out ppl like your face but yet i do n nw u act like u r so wanted by everyone puhlease....

i nvr get angry but sumtimes ppl just gets on my nerves. i have to say no offence to

e rest only Julyn n Davita r worth calling my BEST FRIENDS!

Gosh my life is getting bad to worst! i feel like getting drunk n 4get everyone for awhile.
I'm a person gone wrong a head messed up a life running to waste a heart with pain n a smile unreal. Feel the tremour that runs through my veins.
i thank god for the great frens he has given me! True frens are hard to make...difficult to leave and impossible to forget thanks 4 being there for me always mostly my cb julyn i love u e most!

haiz i only wish sumday i go to sleep n nvr wake up!

I HATE LIFE, I HATE MYSELF. I HATE EVERYTHING......

wonder sumtimes why does this have to work this way!
i really miss u alot but i dnt noe why nw? when u wanted me so badly i rejected u n treated u like shit! many months have passed n finallu i met u yestersay i could nt even talk but u talked to me. it just hit me tat moment to realise hw much u have created a impact on me but u moved on when tats e time i started to fall u. i'm sorry but i will always remember the times we had together n tat u did love me. hopfully u lead a great life ahead i will always remember u n love u even if u will never noe i loved u this bad..........

Yo ma STRANGERS! I'm Back....

Wow its been a long time since i blog.. well i'm bored nw so shall just blog for killing time.
Jan is abt to end and Feb is about to take e ride! This start of e year i hope everything goes well last year didnt go so well..but this year is more due to crisis shit goin on! I'm glad OBAMA won! Can't wait to graduate faster n get out. This years resolution i have decided to change many things in my life i wish i just get through this year with no problems.
I'm happy with where i am nw but in my personal life i'm blank.
2009....wats gonna happen as days pass by????

My Drug My Obsession My Love

Yo i'm back well today startes of boring...i didn't go school so just have to wait till night as goin out dinner so wnt be so boring man this life is so slow a speed is needed.

so if u realise its boring n nothing interesting so say...

can't wait for next year to cme soon:)

I want to become crazy in the ambition of some heart!

Broken..Shattered...Torn..Alone

BLOODY HELL

I don't know wat u heard about me

but i ain't the bitch u heard about!!!

my heart is just blank these days wonder will i ever fall in love....well the guy whos about to take a ride with me is gotta think????

cause in my point of view is only

Love Him, Own Him, Kill Him!